Monday, March 30, 2009

good ye

There isn't much I haven't shared
With you along the road
And through it all there'd always be
Tomorrow's episode
Suddenly that isn't true
There's another avenue
Beckoning the great divide
Ask no questions, take no side
Who's to say who's right or wrong
Whose course is braver run
Still we are, have always been
Will ever be as one

What is done has been done for the best
Though the mist in my eyes might suggest
Just a little confusion about what I'll lose
But if I started over I know I would choose
The same joy the same sadness each step of the way
That fought me and tought me that friends never say
Never say goodbye
Never say goodbye
Never say goodbye
Never say goodbye

my self

DESCRIBING ONESELF IS THE MOST DIFFICULT THING TO DO ON EARTH, AND MORE OFTEN WHEN IT COMES TO PEN DOWN.

BUT WHY NOT GIVE IT A TRY.

HI FRIENDS,
MY NICKNAME IS JAGGY

I AM JOLLY BY NATURE & 
LIKE MAKING FRIENDS,
THOUGH A BIT RESERVED,
THE STORY NEVER ENDS,
AS IT IS THE BEGINING,
AS IT GETZ.

I TURN UP ON HONESTY,
AND I AM LIKE ANY OTHER
PERSON...............WHO....
LOVES TO BE WITH FRIENDS,
LIKES TO BE LOVED,
BUT SOMETIMES I TURNUP
TO BE ANGRY.........BUT,
NEVER TURN OUT TO BE CRUEL.

THOUGH ANGRY, 
I NEVER END UP 
QUARELING OR FIGHTING,
BUT TRY TO BE IN SOUND PLACE,
IN SEARCH OF MY PEACE OF MIND,
BY GIVING MY SELF A SPACE.

RESPECTS COMES FIRST,
IN ALL ASPECTS OF LIFE,
REGARDLESS TO WHOM 
I AM TALKING,
BE IT,
MORE RICHER OR LITTLE LESS.

LIFE TEACHES ME A LOT
AND MAKES ME BELIEVE,
"CHANGING FACES CAN
CHANGE NOTHING,
BUT FACING CHANGES
CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING."

LIFE IS ALWAYS,
THE SPADE OF ACE,
WHOSE PASSION NEVER FADES.

I DON'T WANT TO BE WONDERED
AND FOUND NOT TO BE TRACE. 
THATS THE REASON I TRY,
TO MOVE ALONG WITH ITS PACE.

IN THE COURSE OF LIFE
I HAVE LEARNED,
I CAN KEEP GOING LONG,
AFTER I CAN'T.
SO I ALWAYS BE READY 
TO MEET THE CHALLENGES,
AND COME FACE TO FACE,
BUT TRY NOT TO CHALLENGE
THE DESTINY,
TO WIN THE RACE.

I TRY TO ACCEPT THE LIFE, 
THE WAY IT COMES.

Winners Vs Losers***

Winners Vs Losers***
The winner is always part of the answer;
The loser is always part of the problem;

The winner always has a program;
The Loser always has an excuse.

The winner says"It may b difficult but it is possible;
The Loser says"It may be possible but it is too difficult".

When a winner makes a mistake,he says,"I was wrong";
When a loser makes a mistake,he says "It wasn't my fault".

Winners Have dreams;
Losers have schemes.

Winner Say"I must do something";
Losers say "Something must be done".

Winner sees an answer fr evry problem;
The Loser sees a problem fr evry answer.

Winners are a part of the team;
Losers are apart frm the team.

Winners see the Gain
Losers see the Pain.

Winners see Possibilities;
Losers see problems.

Winners see the Potential;
Losers see the past.

Winners use hard arguments but soft words;
Losers use soft arguments but hard words.

Winners make it happen;
Losers let it happen.

Winner don't do different things but they do the things Diffrently.

Monday, March 23, 2009

yuyu

ave I told you how good it feels to be me, 
when I'm in you? 
I can only stay clean 
when you are around. 
Don't let me fall. 
If I close my eyes forever, 
would it ease the pain? 
Could I breathe again? 


Maybe I'm addicted, 
I'm out of control, 
but you're the drug 
that keeps me from dying. 
Maybe I'm a liar, 
but all I really know is 
you're the only reason I'm trying. 

I am wasted away, 
I made a million mistakes. 
Am I too late? 
There is a storm in my head; 
it rains on my bed 
when you are not here. 
I'm not afraid of dying, 
but I am afraid of losing you. 


Maybe I'm addicted, 
I'm out of control, 
but you're the drug 
that keeps me from dying. 
Maybe I'm a liar, 
but all I really know is 
you're the only reason I'm trying. 

When you're lying next to me 
love is going through to me. 
Oh it's beautiful. 
Everything is clear to me 
'till I hit reality 
and I lose it all... 
I lose it all... 
I lose it all. 
I lose it all... 
Nah nah nah 
nah nah nah.... 
Nah nah nah nah nah nah..... 
nah nah nah nah nah nah.... 

You're the only reason, 
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying, 
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, 
Don't want to lose it all, 
Don't want to lose it all, 
I'm trying, I'm trying.. 
I'm trying ... 
Yeah, you know I'm addicted, 
You know I'm addicted, 
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....

wanting

This fear I have.
This pain I have.

This feeling of terrible hate
Looming over me.

This animosity tormenting me
Devouring my very soul.
Wanting to take over.

It whispers in my ear
Filling me with dread.
Clutching my shoulders
Pushing me over the edge.

This Shadow was born
In Darkness
It lives in Darkness.

This Shadow I fear.
This Shadow is Me ..=(

life

"When you take charge of your life, there is no longer need to ask permission of other people or society at large. When you ask permission, you give someone veto power over your life."

love

Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. 
Love is a friendship set to music. 
They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love. 
Like the measles, love is most dangerous when it comes late in life. 

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.