Every time

Every time i remember your smiling face,
it puts me in a daze.

a daze of remembering what used to be,
remembering when i gave you the key.

the key to my heart,
so that we'll never be apart.

Apart from each other,
saying there will never be another.

Another love as great as ours,
love greater than the number of stars.

The stars in the sky,
i watch and wonder why.

why you left,
every time you came around you took my breath.

Breath of my heart and soul,
wishing i could share with you everything i know.

Everthing i know about myself,
but when my heart reached for yours it failed.

It failed horribly crashing to the ground,
not hearing a sound.

The sound of your heart beating next to mine,
knowing that i am not fine.

Not fine with you being gone,
not knowing where i went wrong.

Where i went wrong and lost you,
when you never said you loved me too.

Loved me to the ends of the earth,
and all the pain your going to get i am worth .

This fear I have.

This fear I have.
This pain I have.

This feeling of terrible hate
Looming over me.

This animosity tormenting me
Devouring my very soul.
Wanting to take over.

It whispers in my ear
Filling me with dread.
Clutching my shoulders
Pushing me over the edge.

This Shadow was born
In Darkness
It lives in Darkness.

This Shadow I fear.
This Shadow is Me